Logan Wolverine St.Clair

This memorial website was created by me, Shannon, to remember my dearest son Logan Wolverine St.Clair who was born in United States Jaxsonville, Floirda on October 26, 2006 and passed away on October 10, 2007 at the age of 11 months, 2 weeks old. You will live forever in our memories and hearts.

~~Logan~~

I am the cutest baby in the world~(^.^)~
I'm a tough little guy and I like to sleep and eat.
I roll and crawl all over the house.
I babble alot too (ノ^ｏ^)ノ

I like to play with my toys, cute things, paper bags & straws.
I love mommy & daddy(*^ー^)/ 

My son Logan died from an imperfect heart, even though he was a great fighter. My son Logan was truly blessed with a wonderful life. At 11 months 2 weeks old Jesus came to take Logan home on October 10th, 2007. He passed away peacefully in my arms with Chad (my husband) by my side. I love youLogan, and I am so sorry I couldn't stop this from happening. I would have given my life for yours in a heartbeat. I will be with you again, and it will then be forever. Until then, I will miss you like crazy.

I love you. Mommy~

Sweet baby boy, we know you're gone to a far better place. We know that Jesus welcomed you and gently kissed your face. Now those who held you here on earth, must try to understand why they had to let you go, to take Jesus' hand. With a heavy heart, those left on earth bow their heads and pray. If only we could hear you speak, I think we'd hear you say: "I love you all very much, just as you love me. I see you crying-don't be sad, I'm here on Jesus' knee." "He told me I can wait with him, until you join us here. Now I can watch you from above, and let you know I'm near." "Maybe you've been wondering, just what I do up here. Close your eyes and listen; I'll whisper in your ear." In heaven, all is soft and warm, the air smells oh so sweet. The angels make me giggle when their wings tickle my feet!"

I miss you so Logan! Mommy (;_;) 

Chad wrote this poem for me.
~~ I remember Logan when he was in your tummy
you were such a beautiful mommy.
Remember when I used to talk to your belly and kiss it. 
I know you feel like Logan's gone but his spirt has been around us all along,
Nothing can ever break a mothers bond.
You used to hold him all the time to ease his little mind. 
Logan loved it when you would read to him, he played with the book smiled and looked.
You kissed him all over till the day was over.
Then he would fall asleep on daddys shoulder. 
Me&you would check on the baby at night to make sure he was alright. 
Logan would smile in his dreams thinking of playing with mommy&daddy,
Logan couldn't wait till morning to see us so badly.
Logan wants you to know that he loves us&will always be by our sid.
One day we will all be together.
Love you Shannon&with this Logan will be close to your heart always
XOXOXOXO~

Chad wrote this poem for Logan and read it at his funreal.

~~Logan you weren't with us for very long and now your gone. I wish I could bring you back with a magic wand. I would make everything better like I'm trying with the love in this letter. You put up a fight, until you saw the light. That day when you passed I watched the minutes hopeing they would always last. You were in our arms held with love until Jesus and angels held your hand as you went above. We know your happy and free and watching over mommy and daddy all the time, that's always on our mind. One day we will be together and see you run up and we will hold you forever.~~

~Love always our little lion heart Logan~

~Mommy&Daddy~

Daddy

Happy 18th Birthday!

October 26, 2024

 

Crazy to think you would have been considered a man today, I'm sad to say looking back after all these years it still brings a grown man to tears. Thinking of the last time your mother and I held you in our arms as you passed away peacefully we counted the moments holding on to every second reflecting the almost two years we got to spend with you. time flew it's been eighteen years now since then; I think of the man you could have become giving a kiss to your mom before leaving for prom because a mother and son should always have that special bond. Would you have been fond of fishing with your old man our poles buried in the sand, you got me wishing for that wanting for more than anything to of had all those moments. Losing you left me feeling like a machine with missing components, I would want nothing more than to hold you again son. We hope wherever you are your having fun, you brightened our lives more than any morning sun. Happy 18th Birthday Logan, Your loving Father. 

Dad

Happy 17th Birthday

October 26, 2023

 

Logan I can't believe how much time has passed the pain of what happened is everlasting, clashing with anything but painful memories of your passing in our arms that day. Your mother and I begging for more moments with you as time seemed to stand still for us. This topic will always be the hardest to discuss, It's been said that time heals all wounds but that's far from the truth especially when the root of the pain was having to burry an innocent child there will never be a way to reconcile what happened. There is no denying that what happened to this day brings a grown man to tears. I have no fear of what others think losing you pushed me and your mother to the brink of insanity I just wish there was a remedy for the pain as I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I sometimes think of all the things you would be doing right now would I be teaching you how to drive late at night in town. Would you create something astonishing for me and your mother to admire, what interest and desires would you have had all those hopes turn to darkness in my mind eventually, all the lost potential but I realize it's essential to try and embrace all the adventures you're experiencing now that helps me to not drown in the pain but to try and sustain what's right in front of me with two beautiful children that I have been blessed with in life and my wife to share this with, to appricate what I have helps contain all this strife. Happy 17th Birthday son your loving Father. 

Dad

Happy 16th Birthday!

October 26, 2022

 

Dear son it's been so many years since I held you so close and dear anytime a thunderstorm woke you up in fear, once a year I still to this day have to fight back the tears. You would've been sixteen today even though your Mother and I are to keen your presence is felt but never seen. It's been such a long time your still often on my mind especially today, sometimes I can't help but dwell on the pain I'd rather feel something than be numb and insane. Catatonic I'm truly astonished your mother and I made it this far, whenever I look up into the nights sky I imagine your the brightest star. Cherished for the time we had with you Logan hope where ever you are your having a blast I just ask for you to try to fill just one task fly down and give your mother a kiss on the cheek tonight while she sleeps. Happy Birthday son always you're loving Father.

Daddy

happy 15th!

October 27, 2021

 

Logan it's hard to beleive you would of been fithteen even though you can't be seen your presence is somtimes felt. Me and your mother can't change what happened and the hands we were delt but we just try to deal with the pain that can be felt. We have been told by some to move on or get over your death I say fuck them the ones that have never walked a day in our shoes they have no clue to say something like that, losing a child is a devistating fact that you don't just recover from. No one should ever have to watch a small coffin being lowered into the ground. That day your mother and I was mentally no warew to be found with our spirits both borken we were numb insnaity had won at the moment. We all know Life can be a tough bitch that will kick you when your down leaving you burried under a mound but it underestmiated your mother and I we are both fighters that will go out swinging getting back up asking is that all your got. It's survial of the fititss as your mother and I now thrive with two beautiful kids to fullfill our lives. You will never be forgotten Logan, my son, by anyone. Happy Birthday!

Daddy

Happy 14th Birthday

October 26, 2020

 

Logan you would have been fourteen this year with the all too dark memory of your death that left us a wreck and still does to this day. Me and your mother were the only ones we had to keep telling each other everything would be ok. It was hard to keep our sanity at bay with your passing away so close to Christmas. All I remember was it being the darkest winter of my life. I was so full of sadness and strife. Most people fear it having to possibly one day deal with a broken spirit and even know that happened to me and your mother we have since mended ourselves back together becoming stronger than ever.

Miss you son and we all think of you everyday with your spirit near it chases away all the fear, don't forget to give your mother a kiss on the cheek every night when she falls asleep. Happy 14th Birthday son your loving father always.