Logan Wolverine St.Clair

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I am so sorry that your son passed away he is beautiful and lucky to have parents like you and your husband. I lost my son April 14,2008 and I still can't get over it I gave birth and he died and I held his perfect lifeless body in my arms. I don't think anyone can ever get past a child dieing I can't. I wish I had even a day with him but God needed him more. I have not looked or touched a baby since he died the last baby I held was him and for now I want it to stay that way. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I saw you on baby gaga and I hope that your pregnancy goes great and you have a healthy baby.

My name is Ali. My son, Jayden Skye passed away December 5th, 2008. He was the love of my life, the only thing I woke up for in the morning. He was out of my sight for about five minutes, and had fallen (or jumped, knowing my son) into our family pool; since one of my brothers left the door opened for forty five seconds. He was sneaky, and cusious, just the same reason he passed away; all his life. My little boy is gone forever, even though I know now that he could have been saved, which really hurts as well. He wasn't even two yet, and he had no problems. His death was a thunderstorm on a hot sunny july day. it was completely unexpected and traumatic.

 

Email me anytime, mystronglittleangel@gmail.com

I also have LJ (where I found you) rememberangel

and myspace - www.myspace.com/justfuckingshootme

 

Everyday feels like its getting worse, it hasn't been very long since my baby passed away, and It still hurts like I was holding him lifeless, yesterday, It has yet to get easier.

 

 

Ali

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I can’t write this without tears streaming down my face. Tears of a momma who wants her baby back, so so bad. Tears of a momma who is heartbroken, knowing her baby’s not here with her. But I know, you’re looking down at us. And you know how loved you are.

There’s a million things going through my head, and nothing at all. Just know, that I love you. More than anything. You’re such a beautiful baby boy. You look just like Daddy. I want you to know, how much you are loved. In the short time you were a part of this world, you touched so many people, they’ll never forget you.

And one day, me and you and Daddy can all play, and laugh together. Daddy can teach you how to throw a ball, and Momma can hold you and rock you and sing you songs and read you stories. Daddy and Momma love you.

Do you see all these people Logan, who keep checking back, to hear all about you. They love you too.

I love you baby, to the moon and back.
Forever and ever.

Love always,
Mommy

xoxo

MY NEW YEARS WISH TO YOU

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May peace fill all the empty spaces around you
And within, may contentment answer all your wishes.

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May comfort be yours, warm and soft like a sigh.
And may the coming year
show you that every day is really a first day,
a new year.

 

BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN

I HEARD YOU CRYING YESTERDAY
AND FELT YOUR HEART SENT LOVE
SO I'M SENDING YOU THIS MESSAGE
FROM HEAVEN UP ABOVE

YOU'RE WONDERING IF I'LL CELEBRATE
MY BIRTHDAY WAY UP HERE
I KNOW YOU'LL BE MISSING ME
I FEEL YOUR ESSENCE NEAR

GOD PLANNED A SPECIAL DAY FOR ME
HE TOLD ME WITH A WINK
HE ORDERED ME A SPECIAL CAKE
IT'S ANGEL FOOD I THINK

I'M GETTING LOTS OF HUGS FROM GOD
HE'S REALLY GOOD AT THAT
AND EVERY TIME I WALK BY
HE GIVES MY HEAD A PAT

BALLOONS WILL FILL THE STREETS FOR ME
THEY FLOAT UP THRU THE CLOUDS
AND WE HAVE LOTS OF CLOWNS UP HERE
THEY MAKE US LAUGH OUT LOUD

I'VE MADE SO MANY FRIENDS UP HERE
WE LAUGH AND PLAY AND SING
WE ENJOY THE MOUNTAINS AND SUNSHINE
AND WE SLEEP IN ANGELS WINGS

I'LL HAVE MY CAKE AND ICE CREAM
AND OPEN MY GIFTS WITH SURPRISE
BUT WE DON'T BLOW OUT CANDLES HERE
INSTEAD WE LIGHT THE SKIES

I am so sorry about your loss. Your little boy was so cute. know that he is in heaven playing with all the other angel babys. I lost my daughter 2 years ago she was stillborn, so i know your pain if you ever need sum1 to talk to my e mail is smokys_girl_05@yahoo.com  Stay strong.

 

 

 

                     Heather, Jacksonville Fl